A movie speech that has stuck in my head

Never have something said in a movie hit me as hard as this. Just watched Rocky Balboa not long ago on cable. Was (well still am) a big fan of the show. My mom made a very funny comment when i told her im watching that. She said "Of all shows you want to watch Rocky." Well she thought im watching the old movie ver and not the latest one.

Well these few sentence that Rocky said to his son had actually hit me hard.

"Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't 'bout how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that!"

I could'nt agree more. Hearing that made me felt so much better with my life and moving forward. To me its not just a boxing show its a show about how we should view about life.
Well thats about it for today.

Im going insane...

Im going insane... A few days back i heard something that i dont want to hear. And ive lost that person. She's very dear to me and now she's gone. And im still coping on to forget about her and move on my life. Then now my parents are arguing every night. Most likely they are going to divorce. Even their marriage photo they used to hang on the wall is no longer there. Im getting all these feelings inside of me and its DRIVING me INsANE!!! I seriously need help but i have no one to turn to lol... The thought of ending my life sometimes doesnt seem like a bad idea...